Back to December.

I don’t even know where to begin..

Let me attempt this.

First, Taylor in Glamour (she looked ah-mazing) was really awesome because she opened up about what’s happened in the past two years and how she wrote all the songs through experiences in her own life. Also how she’s not looking for that typical all American boy, who’s hot and cool. But in personality and someone who loves what they do.

Ready?





On October 12, Tay released a new tune, “the breakup ballad” “Back to December, and, like me, Swifter’s everywhere immediately speculated that the song was about TL.

I’ve listened to this amazing song so many times, but the first time I heard it, I knew it was about Lautner. Here’s some back up info:

-“You've been good, busier then ever.”

Analysis: When you’re referred to constantly as the “Twilight Hottie” you have a pretty booked up schedule of meet-and-greets, auditions for might-be-blockbusters, movie premieres of you’re already own multimillion dollar Saga.

-“Your guard is up and I know why.”

Analysis: If you don’t know this then you know you’re aren’t at my level of dedication to Taylor Swift. SHE broke up with TAYLOR LAUTNER. The boy (almost) every teenage girl in the world loves to see with his shirt off, and would die to go out with. So basically I’m saying that his ego was hurt a lil bit.

-“Cause the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind. You gave me roses and I left them there to die.”

Analysis: He was into it more than she was.

-“So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night”
Analysis: She is sorrrrrrrryyyy! LAUTNER! MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE!!
Taylor Swift writes songs about boys who SCREW HER OVER.
She is sorrrrrryy!!! She got freaked about how nice you were to her, she felt like it was too good to be true.

-“I go back to December all the time.”

Analysis: December is when they split. I can’t believe I just spelt that out for you.

-“Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.”

Analysis: My theory is, that when she began braking it off with Lautner, she used some line describing how she felt tied down, at risk, or overrun by all of his female fans. Then of course she realized she wanted to have him.

-“I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right. I go back to December all the time. These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.”
Analysis: She regrets breaking it off, wishes she could have do over.

-“Realized that I loved you in the fall.

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.”
Analysis: She got a little scared, because if you know her past, all the previous relationships seemed fine. But they weren’t. And she always was the one who got hurt.

Chorus repeated.

-“I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right..”
Analysis: Tan skin. Sweet smile. Taylor. Lautner.

-“And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.”

Analysis: Okay, I have to give props to AP, because she made me see this one. Think about it, September. MTV Video Music Awards. THE infamous incident with he who shall not be named because he is a ridiculous greedy egoistic douche. And WHO was on the stage when this happened?

Taylor Lautner.

So he didn’t take care of her when she was on the stage, he did off the stage and that’s even sweeter.

-“Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming. If we loved again I swear I'd love you right. I'd go back in time and change it but I can't, so if the chain is on your door, I understand.”
Analysis: Taylor really, really, really, really wants Taylor back.

Chorus
-“All the time”

Analysis: TL take TS back. Now.

Okay, let’s be unrealistic here and say that I and all the others who think it’s about TL are wrong; but in a the new issue of “Ladies Home Journal” Taylor admits that she might always have feelings for TL. When asked to name her current crush, "Taylor Lautner. It's always going to be Taylor." Is was the lovely girl said.

Other than talking about TL, TS talked about what she looks for in a guy.

"Someone who loves you for who you are. I like doing cute art projects with glitter, and there have been guys who've made me feel like that's weird," she explained. "But then there are guys who find it endearing."

THAT is the cutest thing. And I think all the girls in the world can relate to that. You don’t have to do “cute are projects with glitter” but whatever kind of activities you do like doing, having someone you know make you feel weird about it.. It sucks.

Taylor talked about “Speak Now” toooooo!! Calling it "diverse, detailed, relationship-y. I'm turning relationship into an adjective."

"My songs are like open letters. They say everything I wished I had said when certain people were standing right next to me. I imagine I'll be getting a few text messages from these people once the album comes out. I have an app on my iPhone that's a voice recorder. I'll be in the middle of a conversation, and I'll literally walk away to record a bridge, a pre-chorus or half of a hook, then go right back to the conversation like nothing happened."

Analysis: Taylor Swift is amazing.

When I got to this part, I thought I had misread something, but no. Taylor is being Taylor when she answers her dream collaboration would be with the one and only, Jay-Z "Our genres are completely different, but there could be something cool about that," she said. "I like to write about relationships. I like it when my friends come over and we crowd around the piano and sing Journey songs at the top of our lungs. ... And I like things that make me feel 7 again."

I love that she loves feeling like she’s 7 again. Because I so do that allllllll the time. And I love it.

"Speak Now" drops October 25!!!

Ashley out!